Whatever has me rocking to sleep
With a razor blade
Has just got to be
Something that’s paved,
The way for my death…
Monthly Archives: August 2013
maybe I can live…
I
sure hope
that when I
die my brain and
heart stop so that I
no longer have thoughts or
any emotions. Maybe I can finally
stop dying and finally stop
feeling and wishing I were
dead. Maybe when I die, I’ll
finally be alive, for the very first time.
externalized pain.
All these scars
Are caused by the outside.
Surrounded by stars
As she hurts inside.
All the dark
Has covered the light.
Her small heart
Just isn’t right.
She’s externalized her pain
It appears on her skin.
So does her shame
So do the tears that flow down her chin….
Ignorance is Bliss
I sure wish I didn’t know
The terrible words I’ve heard
I wish no one ever told me
I was ugly or was stupid.
I wish I had no mind
Because then I couldn’t think
I couldn’t interpret the evil
Ways of other human beings.
Not Enough.
I could grab all the sun’s heat
And all the happy feet
I could grab all the moon’s light
And the strongest man’s might
I could gather all the king’s gold
And all the courage and bold
I could gather all the eyes
And stare at you surprised
It still wouldn’t be enough for you…
anxiety.
Big crowds make me lose my breath,
I feel my heart beat in my chest
I can’t speak in presentations or debates
Otherwise I’ll sweat and violently shake
A bunch of thoughts run, I scratch at my skin
Negative messages to my mind’ve been sent
I’m stuck in a state; I’m having an attack.
When will anxiety leave and give my life back?
A (Not So) Daily Dose: August 14, 2013
Woah. It’s time to take on hypocrisy. I’m going to try and keep this simple (I think I say that often here…? I don’t know). We are all hypocrites. We all do things we don’t want others to do. We all say things we don’t want others to say. We all think things we don’t want others to think. In my mind, humanity is synonymous with hypocrisy. It’s a way of life. Calling someone a hypocrite… automatically deems you a hypocrite. I’m not glorifying hypocrisy or hypocrites but disliking hypocrites is like disliking humans. We’re all human…unless you’re a misanthrope like me and you just hate everybody. In that case…continue.
– meghavor.
Armani Breahn Writings 